Inadequate

Rule number 1 when you know you are failing, when you understand that you aren't good enough: Hide.
Leave.
Smile and pretend that everything is ok.
Lie.
Protect yourself, you can't afford to have your heart ripped up still further.
Run home.
Run away.
Wimp out.
Save face by saying you're sick.
Curl up, alone, and cry your eyes out.
And then post it on your blog.